believe?

Just now I quarrel with my BEST BEST friend.The reason is no reason =x
I start to no believe her. I don't know why maybe just because the damn ppl's topic.
penny-pinching?jealous?----- NO!

Does she betray me?
Does she say my bad-word beside me like wad sy told me?
Does she reali hate me ?
---- NO ANSWER!

When sy told me that bbf said my bad word i just took it as sy want to separate our friendship.
But do it reali just like that?
I start to do not believe anyone except some.
All because the yh's problem.
silly?stupid?crazy?

ok, i just wanna be a "normal" girl.
i don't want to "join" the "dirty" topic , the untrue topic.
It is just make me DIRTY and waste my tear.
At least now i still have my lovely family and the sweet babies..
Love yah~

It's time to do exercise because just now ate fish and chip at the river view.
nanana~it's nice but EXPENSIVE!

nite.